|Just for pouring
||[May. 31st, 2005|09:53 am]
Young, but not idiotic.
|||||audra~going to the theater||]|
I found this file saved in my computer and decided i want to share it...
Where once in a while i may dream of a dream about you, and wonder wether or not your thoughts are aware of mine.
When i sit and i think outside in the night air and look to the sky, i think about what may be held in the future.. What exactly the future even is. Or wether or not there is a future.
Will you be there in the future that i hope to create in the recesses of my mind? Or will i have to beg and rely on the memory for the future.
Be aware of what i feel despite the fact that i can't show what it is that i feel, with out a physical demonstration.
To hold you would be a bliss that only the dead can experience.
Then an experience can not make one aware of the future, but rather the here and now, and all i know is the here and now. That is, that i want to be with you. That i also want you in a way that can never be expressed.
If this were up to me, I would never let you go. Never, as long as i had the ability to be alive.
I have alot of better stuff, which i have given away... lol, but I bet i can get some new stuff going